What is your twin flame story?
14.06.2025 00:06
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
He questioned why I loved him,
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
Also NOTE:
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
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It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
At this moment,
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
Like a wild fire spreading fast
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He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
That I was a beautiful woman
What I saw in him ,
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
It's like my blood pressure was high
I feel like my boyfriend doesn't love me. Why?
NOW,
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
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I felt beautiful inside n out
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
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That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
I never lost words to say to him
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
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He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
I know you've accepted this love .
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
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Blessings
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
Still,it didn't work.
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He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
Forever n ever n ever!
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
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He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
Live long !!
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
The panic was real,
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
My body temperature unbalanced
SO,
It was in my happiest era
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
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It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
When he realized who he was,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
U understand who we are in your own way
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
Well,
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
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Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
NOTE:
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
When you're loved right, you bloom!
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
The replacement was my lookalike
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I have no regrets 😊 😊
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I will always love you.
Everything had gone.
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Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
N though, you might not know about tfs,
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It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
I don't even know how to explain it,
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
We became each other's focus project and aim.
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I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
Didn't put any thought into it,
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
I wish you nothing but the very best
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
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It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
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Love n light.
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
He complained about me messing up his life ,
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To my surprise,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
This was happening fast
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Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
But now,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…